miedosa
I feel broken. I don’t speak often because I have nothing left to say. All that is left is uncertainty with a tinge of sadness; nothing worth articulating. There is nothing that fills me, nothing is created and I feel emotions all the time. I need to be changed because I am worn-out and don’t know where to begin.
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11 comments:
you need a walk in the sun. :)
Feeling you need to change is beginning enough; now that you are open to a change, you're more likely to welcome in a new shift in energies...despair no longer! Even if it seems like tomorrow is just another day of the same boring drabness, just remember that you're now that much closer to something big happening...
Forgive me if I sound crazy; I can totally relate to your words, and I have walked that path many times before (and I'm sure I have yet to walk it many more times). Right now I happen to be looking behind me at that cloudiness, so hopefully what I say will make sense to you....
I also suffered with agoraphobia for a long time...some of those medications these days work absolute wonders (as do hours and hours of psychotherapy)!
sounds like you need a drinking buddy! first rounds on me... the rest of them are on underhill!
Hey, I want to be a part of these drinking shenanigans!
spudmonkey.. i always have breakfast.. or at least toast and lots of coffee. still feel like shit.
Darth:I have started walking this week. The weather has been amazing. I put on my mp3 and walk 3 miles... it gives me a sense of accomplishment even if for a little while. :)
Underhill: i am sorry you can relate.. we should sit down, drink, put on the smiths, and cry our eyeballs out.
Busty: the needing to change part is the hardest because I don't know where to begin. I totally understand about the energies thing, now I feel like I am trapped by past negative energies that I have allowed to be built up. Originally, this blog was meant to track my med usage and how it affected me. I have stopped taking meds since December. I did feel better, but I do not want to go back to them.. That is unless these feelings get uncontrollable.(they probably are already, but I tend to look for unhappiness and wish for death..) more crazy talk later. Thanks for your post- it is very welcomed and appreciated
OK. MCG and Busty are welcomed to my drinking party.
rule #1. no making fun.
rule #2. you must bring alcohol
rule #3. you must endure sad depressing music and love it.
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