my ipod

My Small white& shiny ipod.
I’ve lost you in my purse a few times and I began to sweat.
I love your random wanderings.
why is it always Billy brag who sings the most to me?
why won't Fleetwood Mac go away?
since when has led zeppelin gotten on my nerves?
I must put more of me in you, but, I am dry.

busy work

rushing to completion
cross off what has been done
momentary sense of satisfaction
eventually leads to emptiness.
what next?
tomorrow again.
more busy work
buys me moments of worthiness.

invisible

Dime- que me quieres, que me extranias, que me necesitas.
dime que soy necia- que soy idiota
que te lleno de algo, qualquir emocion, no importa.
dime que te gusta el olor de mi piel sin baniar, que me nesisitas para no sentirte abandonado.
dime algo.
dime que nunca me olvidaras.


miedosa: May 2006

poor margaritaville

11:30

margarita is a big island in the caribean north of south american kinda by cartegena but further east by like a country or two actually I guess it's a city on an island....
prolly where the drink was made

miedosa

"for lack of content, please do forgive."

now, that is more like it.

miedosa

Feels Like: 63° Dewpoint: 56°
Barometer: 29.89 in and steady Wind: W 3 mph
Humidity: 78% Sunrise: 5:47 am
Visibility: 7 mi Sunset: 7:51 pm



Tonight: Clear to partly cloudy. Low 59F. Winds SW at 5 to 10 mph.

Tomorrow: Mostly cloudy skies. High near 75F. Winds SSW at 5 to 10 mph.

Tomorrow night: Rain showers in the evening becoming steady overnight. Low 59F. Winds S at 5 to 10 mph. Chance of rain 70%. Rainfall near a half an inch.

simply put:

miedosa

You kind of look like a baby. Come here! I am going to eat you. Come on, get in my belly.

Affectionately, in memory of Chris Penn

memories of our first kiss

makes me want to light a cigarette.

miedosa

miedosa



USC CAMPUS, CA
Current Weather
7:47 AM PST MAR 10, 2006
Clear
48°F
Feels Like: 48°F ( i am freezing.)
Dewpoint: 37°F
Rel. Hum.: 65%
Visibility: 10 miles
Wind: Calm
Pressure: 29.78 inches


TODAY
Mostly cloudy with scattered showers and a slight chance of thunderstorms. Some thunderstorms may produce small hail. Highs in the upper 40s and 50s. Local southwest to northwest winds 15 to 25 mph with stronger gusts. Chance of precipitation 50 percent.
TONIGHT
Showers and a slight chance of thunderstorms. Some thunderstorms may produce small hail. A light dusting of snow possible in the higher foothills. Lows in the mid 30s to mid 40s. Local southwest to west winds 15 to 25 mph.

pregunta

miedosa En vos alta: Recuerdo verte Vestido en traje de misionero. En vos alta te pregunto: me veniste a encontrar (o a terminar de perder). No se si lo sabias, le tengo miedo a la muerte. le tengo miedo al la soledad. Me enfada el ruido y movimiento de las multitudes. En veces me siento sola siendo acompañada. en veces me ahogo en la mierda de esta vida- me siento  llena y vacía 

Soy poco mas que nada- me llamo mediocre. suspiro y digo: me enferma esperar.

i feel like such a sushi-

my day off

coveted and far too few. i have a day off. i begin by drinking all the coffee i want. put in a load of laundry in the washer ( i plan on finishing the laundry for the week, today). at noon i am going to the park with a friend and the boys. the kids will ride their bikes and we will drink mate. mmmmmmm, mate. i really want a camera. i bought a crock pot. i will probably use it today. it is so sunny outside and i feel happy.
most genius lyrics: 'you look a little like coffee and taste a little like me'
tonights' dinner: hilachas con papas y arroz
today's chore: laundry & sweeping- i would really like to garden but don't have one-
i must remember to go to the bank.
miedosa

it all begins with a smile.

i need to go to target

miedosa
and buy dishwashing detergent, doggie shampoo, toilet paper, and a pumice stone. i feel so lazy today. i just want to sit around and drink cold water; maybe have a cigarette- but i have to go outside and i am just too lazy.

fuck it

miedosa i can't remember what i was going to write. something about wasting time. and the big picture. fuck. i forgot.
oh well.

i want to have my wisdom teeth pulled

but i am too scared.
i need to see the gynecologist but all i really want is a facial.
i regret cutting my hair.
i have all day with nothing planned.
i will probably waste it doing, well, nothing.
i would like some new clothes but hate to try them on.
i hate crowds and finding parking.
i will put it off.
i will hide behind tasks.
i would really like my wisdom teeth pulled out of my head.

time to update my links

miedosa
it seems that i stop blogging for a few months and half of the linked blogs disapear. jeesh, i stopped writing here and didn't erase this 'piece'.
So, this year i plan on growing up. yes, i think it is time. i plan on listinging to lots of music, new and old. i plan on taking breaths- one right after the other with short pauses for variance. i plan on drinking water. feeling hot or cold, depending on the weather. i invision good things happening and i will not be too cautions. I will try to find humor in my daily life and laugh uncontrollably at least once a week. i will call one friend once a week and catch up- even if i really have nothing to say. you see, this is the year that i will not make any new years resolutions- because i never accomplish what i intend and that only makes me miserable. don't get me wrong. i have not given up. i will not set myself up for failure. This ought to work.