Friday, January 07, 2011

...and so i left her standing there in a puddle of pills

'nuff's said, i'm dead'
she said:
'more regret.. always fret.. and never ever forget'
but she forgot to mention that she had no intention of leaving 
or running 
or changing 
or staying."

" i'm looking for distractions
 i'm needing more attention than i deserve
i sleep all day 
and talk all night 
I'll drink and think 
until i die."

She told me she had forgotton who she was 
And what she's been 
and all that she had seen. 

"it all belonged to another time 
and another girl" 

she had lost or forgot it all.. she said

"but there is always music
laughter...love...
touch ... 
and wine to fill my soul
i have sadness caused by nothingness 
and i know i am and need so much more."

she bored me with her self importance 
So.. i left her there 
Talking to herself.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Wow. Very happy to see you channeling your energy into writing. So good. Hits home. Keep going. :)

floatingwild said...

thanks for taking the time to read it Kate.. xoxo

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