anxious

Today is one of those days where I want to cut my hair and wear tons of makeup- put on something new. throw out my couch and get bean bags.i want to feel productive and not repetitive. I will not cut off my hair and I will apply makeup sparingly. I will not go out and buy something new- I will not find anything i would want to wear anyway. I cannot afford to throw out my couch and buy bean bags. I am destined to be repetitive and not productive.my life needs a trash bin for all my junk.count to ten & sing:Happy, Happy, Joy, Joy. All day long.