Thursday, April 28, 2005

a lamentation

miedosa
I have to return that damned trombone. I keep forgetting to- and it is in my car.
I would really like a cigarette- but I am all out.
I wish I could be distracted by the itching produced by opiates.
I felt better yesterday, but today I woke up feeling trapped again.
In spite of this, fuck it and fuck me and fuck my notions.
At least, I experience no fear.
I am really tired of being me.

9 comments:

floatingwild said...

ok. you wanna be a single mother (boobies) of two boys (homework) with a sexy boyfriend named 'ryan'? (good kisser)-- what do you got..

Ailyn said...

what's wrong with boobies?

seriously though, the weekend is here now. try to relax. have Ryan help you out with the boys.

oh and tonight (this is an order by the way), after the kids go to bed, run a nice hot bath with bubble bath (if u dont got it, use shampoo) and drink some wine. just relax. you'll feel better. trust me. i'm a tubaholic.

floatingwild said...

spud: " However... having a penis trumps all."
I have one of those.. it is just not dangling off me-- which, by the way, is most triumphant. haha :)

floatingwild said...

wicked- i usually annoy myself when i get like this. enjoy your 'i like myself' period. i hope to post when i find one :)

floatingwild said...

ailyn- nothing wrong with boobies.. i thought that would encourage underhill to trade places with me! give him something to play with while he drank his single malt scotch, ya know? ryan is always super helpful with the boys- :)- the bubble bath and wine sound perfect-- funny, i used shampoo in the tub last week (and i thought i was all ghetto).

Yawn said...

Hi Quki- just stopping by to say hello on my way to a stupor. Nos vemos!

floatingwild said...

awww, lucky- sixlegged! guardame una!

Busty Wilde said...

Hey, I'm all itchy right now, maybe we can trade just for a brief moment. But then I want my itchy body back!

I second the tub notion - I too have become a tub junky as of late (but I think you already know that). Like I said, get that acidity out! It will help with your circulation, and it help stimulate the positive energy to move around within you. Plus, it's good to ignore things for a few minutes once in awhile and stop being distracted from how you really feel on the inside...

No, I'm not insane (at least that I know of).

LizParker said...

you can ALWAYS have one of my cigarettes.

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