...and so i left her standing there in a puddle of pills

'nuff's said, i'm dead'

she said:

'more regret.. always fret.. and never ever forget'

but she forgot to mention that she had no intention of leaving 

or running 

or changing 

or staying."

" i'm looking for distractions

 i'm needing more attention than i deserve

i sleep all day 

and talk all night 

I'll drink and think 

until i die."

She told me she had forgotton who she was 

And what she's been 

and all that she had seen. 

"it all belonged to another time 

and another girl" 

she had lost or forgot it all.. she said

"but there is always music

laughter...love...

touch ... 

and wine to fill my soul

i have sadness caused by nothingness 

and i know i am and need so much more."

she bored me with her self importance 

So.. i left her there 

Talking to herself.